So close yet so far!

Holy crap these last few weeks have seemed so long, ya know? I have been really looking forward to this coming weekend for the last couple weeks and now that it's coming closer, time is just dragging by. I don't know what to do! I just keep thinking about it. About what I have planned to surprise her with on valentine's day. About what she's gonna surprise me with on my birthday. I just can't help but stop thinking about it. But you know what, I guess it's just gonna make it all the better, you know. Delayed gratification and all that. Because we don't get to hang out as much as we want, it makes it all the better when we get to hang out. And now especially, we have such huge things planned for each other that it's gonna be all the better. I don't know, I'm getting excited. I love you babe, and I can't wait.

Over the hill

Something just sorta hit me really hard. As I said on Facebook, from Sunday on my age will, my age will likely never again end with the "teen". I've gotten so used to that over the last 7 years that now that it's going away, it's kind of disconcerting. Don't get me wrong, I'm excited, but at the same time it's a little scary. It's sorta another mark of a new chapter in my life. Now that I'm turning 20 I'm starting off with a very serious girlfriend, very little money in my bank account, and an apartment. it's odd how my life has changed, isn't it. But I have to say, I'm really excited because as far as I can tell, it's all gonna get better from here on out. At least with the girlfriend front. ;) Here's to a good 20 years! ^_^